MotherTrinidad describes in this writing a spiritual jolt of great magnitude. God wanted to strengthen her in truth and evangelical simplicity. And He succeeded. Her spirit was forged and sealed forever with such a vivid impression.

The same reality is now proposed to us here so we can experience the same effect and thus be strengthened in humility and obtain the spiritual benefits of an open and available soul that has been forged in the fear of God.

 

 

Full, overwhelmed and swept over by the holy fear of God, trembling and frightened, and with the sole desire to glorify the Infinite Being, who, like flag of love, flies in the most intimate and deepest part of my heart, I wish to express today […] something about the terrible and frightening experience that I had on the 24 of January, 1960.

Mother Trinidad de la Santa Madre Iglesia. 2013

An incalculable grace that the Lord granted me, to keep me always in the truth of my nothingness, the lowness of my littleness and crushed by my wretchedness, before the unfathomable greatness of the infinite riches of He Who Is Himself, offended and despised by the “no” of the human creature to the Creator! […]

[…] On the 24th day of January, 1960, during one of my times of prayer […], suddenly, in one moment, full of expectant surprise, I began to sense, to penetrate and to grasp the greatness of God’s Angels, created with a most perfect nature to partake of Him in a very deep and very elevated manner; being raised to so high an exaltation to –exceeded and enthralled by the beauty of His Face, collapsed from love– adore Him in recognition of profound reverence, intoning canticles of praise to the infinite and coeternal Holiness of God.

And, suddenly! before my spiritual gaze appeared an Angel who, excelling among all in his beauty by the capacity for participation in God to which he was being lifted by God Himself in a glorious ascent to posses Him, was called “Beautiful Light,” received from the Infinite Light that over him so luminously was pouring forth from the infinite and torrential Springs of the Divinity.

Who […], before the expectation of my soul full of surprise and admiration, soared… soared… soared! above the other Angels, in the participation in the divine life, up to an unimaginable height, as though in an ascent of predilection on the part of God.

So that my soul contemplated him full of respect for that ascent in which he was being lifted in a swift launching of such a lofty elevation, that I saw him ascend, exalted above the other Angels, towards the possession, in participation, in God Himself; being this one splendorous and so high, that there was no light like his light received from the divine Sun.

That is why that creature was called “Beautiful Light” full of the glares of the Eternal Sun.

My soul penetrating and comprehending that such a beautiful Angel was being lifted by the will of God and His omnipotent hand to so great an exaltation in participation in God Himself, so that he might possess Him, that there was no beauty like his beauty or a more shining beauty among the other Angels; because there was no one who might participate in and reflect the Infinite One like him, when the Eternal Love poured forth over that creature, embellishing it, ennobling it and taking it to participate to such a degree in His infinite perfections.

And he possessed God so much, so much! that, when seeing himself so beautiful, so exalted and raised by God Himself; in one act of disordered self-complacency, becoming arrogant when seeing himself so beautiful, all his angelical being, in a madness of incomprehensible and hair-raising foolishness, he exclaimed:

“Who like me…?!”

And, turning blatantly towards the Infinite Creator who had poured Himself forth so much over him, he said: “I will not serve You.”

For which my soul, overawed by all it was seeing and grasping due to the cry of rebellion of such a Beautiful Light; full of terror, suddenly! contemplated that, in the face of the unimaginable and inconceivable foolishness of that: “who like me?!” “I will not serve You”; at that very instant, that so exalted a being, loosing all his beauty and becoming so monstrously darkened and blackened, fell from the height to which he had been lifted, with the speed of lighting and as though in a shrieklike cry of agonic despair, into a very deep and unfathomable Abyss, of terrible and hair-raising blackness; which opened at the same instant owing to that creature’s rebellion against its Creator who lifted him, in a loving outpouring of His power and goodness, above the rest of the other Angels to so much participation in the divine life itself.

Overcome by terror and fright, and all shaken up, I saw him disappear, full of desperation, with the speed of lightning in that deep depth of the crater of that open volcano which swallowed the blackened Light, that had been so Beautiful, in the depths of its tenebrosity; whereas Lucifer, turned into a horrifying devil, in an indescribable bitterness of eternal desperation, disappeared in that Abyss opened for him and for those who, like him, so wildly and foolishly said to God: “I will not serve You,”

being separated forever from the possession of the Infinite Good –with which they would have filled all the capacities that God placed in their being for possessing Him in the most blissful joy of the happiness of the Blessed–; living in the desperation of one who has lost everything and forever! because of the creature’s rebellion against the Creator.

Who, pouring Himself forth in the splendour of His infinite magnificence and for the praise of His glory, created them in His image and likeness so that they might possess Him being a hymn of acknowledging praise, giving glory to the Father, glory to the Son and glory to the Holy Spirit. […]

Who like God, who makes the Angels of Heaven and all that is created tremble, because of the splendorous magnificence of the One Who is Himself the reason for being of His very Divinity, standing in being of Himself and having Himself so been, and the reason for being of all that has been, is and will be; being Himself the infinitely Different and Distant One from all that is not He…?! […]

Who like God who, by His eternal being Himself, is capable of being the Creator of unending and unsuspected worlds and creatures, according to what may please His will for the manifestation of His glory…?!

Who like God who is the Creator bursting into creations that manifest the splendour of the power of the magnificent sublimeness of His infinite attributes and perfections; and who, in an outburst of loving wisdom, brings forth from the nothingness, beings created in His image and likeness, enabling them so that they may come to participate in Him, out of a benevolence in manifestation of His infinite power, in the most blissful joy of His divine life itself: Angels, Archangels, Cherubim, Seraphim, men…?! […]

The creature is nothing but the expression, in existing reality, of a majestic will of the Infinite Being who, pouring Himself forth in creation, makes it in the image of His own perfection for the glory of His name […].

[…]“Soul of mine, look not at yourself either for good or for bad. Because, if you look at yourself, as Lucifer fell, so could you fall.”

 
Madre Trinidad de la Santa Madre Iglesia
 
Escrito:  “SOUL OF MINE, LOOK NOT AT YOURSELF…!”. (An extract from the Collection: “Light in the night. The mystery of faith given in loving wisdom”))

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